The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You…

The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You…

25^th March 2011, the Divine Chariot cruised along on a carpet of adoration that distinctly flowed from every heart that had gathered in Sai Kulwant Hall that evening, for a glimpse of God. All necks craned to view this most adored form. Awe, exultation and deep reverence did exude forth embracing the ever loving and living God. This exhibition of ‘The Beauty Beyond Compare’ is chronicled as ‘The Ultimate Darshan – Thus Far”. Commemorating the momentous moment that has no parallel, as one more 25th March approaches, Sri Jullie Chaudhuri takes her devotional imagination recapitulating the ‘The Incomparable Beauty Of The Beauty Beyond Compare.

Friday, 25^th March 2011.
7.15 pm.

As the Lord’s Divine Chariot was gently manoeuvred through the hushed spellbound host of devotees…none were aware as regards the heartrending sequence of events that the Beloved One had decided to determine determinedly. Certainly this crucial decision would have a stunning impact and lead to shattering tremors…heartrending for those who adored Him to the exclusion of all else.

No one in that congregation or those tuning in from elsewhere the globe over, had even a tiny, wee bit inkling, not even an iota of an iota of an inkling that this was to be the last public darshan hitherto. None were given a peek into the script of the Supreme Script Writer and Director…for His Cosmic Leela was and is based on the shimmering waves of trust, faith, patience and surrender…and those who yearned to be a part of it needed to sift, wrench and pull apart any lacklustre, un-required, unnecessary, ‘excess-baggage’ habits, characteristics, biases and attitude.

What He ultimately chose to inflict upon His Divine Frame…
…for the ultimate benefit and upliftment of the human race…
…is completely beyond any mortal mind to understand…
…or even try to appreciate, gauge, interpret or unravel,
For sure,
…even if one tries to do so…it will remain as mere conjecture.

Of the Universe He is the Cause…He dictates the Decrees and the Codes of the Cosmos…and the Flawless One is beyond any laws…thus, there is none in the created world to decipher His Pause. Sovereign, Indomitable, Almighty is His Resolve and Will.

Still, not getting darshans of the enchanting Physical Form always remains an inexplicable tug, a gnawing unignorable soreness…an incalculable loss that nothing or no one can recompense…which even time does respect…feeling helpless it cannot help heal…it then attempts to help us deal…depending upon our prayerful implore…bringing along many a sweet caress of the Precious One’s omnipresent largesse…opening up episodes, events that wondrously connects and bequeaths an everlasting endorse.

When we begin to see Bhagawan in everything around us…the visible, the invisible; the sentient, the insentient…when we bless ourselves to feel Him in that soothing wisp of the breeze…or the playful whisper of rustling leaves upon the trees; the dazzling sun rays or the reflection of playful moonbeams upon the ocean waves; the tinkle of some far off temple bells or the mystical sea sound in conch shells; in that wonderful dawn, the soft hues of a sunrise or the spectacular sunsets where each one is a distinct surprise; in those that doubt or those devout; those versatile or those that never smile…in the vulnerable cry of a newborn whether in the humankind or the wild…when awareness arises that in every being…winged, finned, two legged or four…it is Mother Sai Who revels at each one’s core…we commence to manifest the ‘You inside of you…the Me inside of me…the Us inside of us…the Sai beyond the i…’ and thus we comprehend that darshans never end…

It is that moment now…to rise, arise…to the You within…the Truth within…for the You inside of you is brimming and waiting…for you…to then spill into everything around you.

Come, dear ones…sweet children of Mother Sai…through the intensification of ‘Samastha Lokaah Sukhino Bhavantu…Samastha Jeeva Sukhino Bhavantu…’…through the review and the re-evaluated view of harmonious kindred oneness, let us expressly manifest darshans anew…surge on…soar high with Beloved Sai…revel in a timeless avenue…eternally in a sublime rendezvous. Let us manifest that miracle…let us manifest darshans anew.

II Samastha Lokah Sukhino Bhavantu II

The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You – Awakening the Inner Self

Every person carries two lives at the same time. One is visible to the world, shaped by name, work, family, duties, habits, and daily responsibilities. The other is silent, deeper, and more real. It is the life of the inner self, the quiet presence that watches, understands, and waits patiently for us to turn within. The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You reminds us that the greatest discovery is not outside, but hidden in the sacred space of our own heart.

Most people spend years trying to become someone in the eyes of others. They seek approval, success, comfort, and recognition. There is nothing wrong in doing one’s duty or growing in life, but trouble begins when a person forgets the inner voice. The outer world keeps asking us to run faster, achieve more, compare more, and desire more. In that noise, the soul’s whisper is often ignored. The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You is a gentle call to stop, listen, and remember who we truly are.

The inner self is not a stranger. It is the purest part of our being. It is the voice that tells us to choose truth when lying seems easy. It is the feeling that moves us to help someone without expecting praise. It is the peace we feel when we forgive. It is the strength that rises when life becomes difficult. Though covered by fear, ego, anger, and doubt, this inner presence never disappears.

Many people feel empty even when their lives look successful from outside. They may have possessions, contacts, and achievements, yet feel restless within. This happens because the heart cannot be satisfied by outer gain alone. The soul seeks meaning, love, purity, and connection with something higher. The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You teaches that true fulfilment begins when outer living becomes connected with inner awareness.

To meet the inner self, one does not need to escape from the world. Spiritual awakening does not always require forests, mountains, or long hours away from duty. It begins in small moments of honesty. It begins when we pause before reacting in anger. It begins when we choose kindness over pride. It begins when we sit quietly and ask, “What is guiding my life?” Such questions open a door that the mind usually keeps closed.

The journey inward also requires courage. It is easy to blame others for our pain, but difficult to look at our own weaknesses. It is easy to speak about goodness, but difficult to practice it when the ego is hurt. The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You invites us to face ourselves without fear. The purpose of looking within is not to feel guilty, but to become free. Once we see our anger, we can soften it. Once we see our selfishness, we can transform it. Once we see our fear, we can rise above it.

The inner self is patient. It does not punish us for forgetting it. It waits through our mistakes, distractions, and delays. Every time we feel drawn toward prayer, silence, service, or truth, that inner self is calling again. It does not shout, because truth does not need noise. It simply waits for the moment when we are tired of pretending and ready to live sincerely.

A beautiful life is not one without problems. It is a life guided by inner clarity. When a person is connected with the deeper self, even difficulties become teachers. Criticism teaches humility. Failure teaches patience. Loss teaches detachment. Service teaches love. Silence teaches strength. Slowly, life stops being a burden and becomes a path.

The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You is also a reminder that divine presence is not far away. Many seekers search for God in distant places while ignoring the temple within. The heart purified by love becomes the true place of worship. The mind disciplined by truth becomes a sacred offering. The hands that serve become instruments of grace. When the inner self awakens, ordinary actions gain spiritual meaning.

This awakening changes relationships too. A person who understands the self within begins to see others with more compassion. They realize that everyone is carrying unseen struggles. They become less judgmental and more patient. They speak with care, listen with respect, and forgive more easily. Inner discovery does not make a person isolated; it makes them more loving.

In the end, the search for peace is the search for the real self. The world can guide, inspire, and challenge us, but it cannot complete us. Completion comes when we return to the quiet truth within. The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You is not only a beautiful thought; it is an invitation to live with awareness, purity, and love. When we meet that inner self, we discover that what we were seeking outside was shining within us all along.

Walk towards ME and Leave maya behind!