An interview with Al Drucker

An interview with Al Drucker

David: I would like to begin by asking you about your spiritual background. What were your spiritual understandings before you came into contact with Sai Baba?

Al: I was brought up in a Jewish home in pre-war Germany. As a little boy I was a very pious kid even though my family was not particularly religious. It was really an opportunity for me to get away from my family. At the time I felt overpowered by all the women in my family. They all loved me and fluttered around me so much that as a little kid I just couldn’t take it. So the only way that I could become free of all of that was to become so religiously inclined that their needs wouldn’t prevail over mine. I think that I began studying the Torah when I was only three.

David: But was there any one factor or incident in those early days that awakened your spiritual consciousness, that started you on your spiritual quest in this life?

Al: Well it seems to me that my interest in spiritual matters was always there. I have some intimations of having been a Ramakrishna sannyasin in my last life. I believe that I spent that life in France. I have some remembrances of it. I also feel that I have spent many lifetimes in India, living in caves in the Himalayas. In this life I did not pursue a spiritual path until well into my adult years. After going to university I kind of got lost in the world for a while. I joined a select group of engineers and physicists who were responsible for the technical management of the U.S. ballistic missile and nuclear weapons programmes. However I soon got an inner message that working on these weapons of mass destruction was not right for me and so, on a spiritual impulse, I quit the programme very suddenly in the late 1960’s and went to live at the Esalen Institute, a centre for growth and transformation in Big Sur on the Pacific Coast, south of San Francisco. The contrast from my previous lifestyle could not have been more dramatic.  I radically changed professions, to become in succession a massage therapist, a Rolfer, an acupuncturist, a homeopath, a gestalt therapist and, finally, a teacher of alternative medicine. Now Esalen is just across the mountains from the Tassajara Zen Mountain Centre, it is about fifteen miles as the crow flies, and I used to hike across the mountains to meet a wonderful teacher, Shunryu Suzuki-roshi. He was really a great saint and it was through him that I became interested in Zen. I have also had a long time interest in Taoist teachings, having spent some time in China as a young man. So it seems to me that I have always been interested in spiritual matters, but Spirit didn’t really become the major focal point in my life until my aeroplane experience, in which Swami saved my life and thereafter led me to him in India.

David: The greatest obstacle that I had to overcome in establishing a relationship with Sai Baba was the concept of God incarnating on the Earth. To me God was always separate from His creation and never incarnated in form on the Earth. When did you accept this reality?

Al: Well, you see, even as a kid we would sing a song in Yiddish about the time when the Messiah would come on Earth and we would all be happy. I have always believed that the Messiah was just around the corner and that the Messiah was God on Earth.  So I have always been waiting for him and rather than being surprised that such a thing could actually happen, I was surprised that it hadn’t happened yet. So I didn’t have that prejudice against God being in form.

David: In the talk that you gave yesterday, you related the story about meeting the SS colonel in the railway carriage, as you tried to escape from persecution in Nazi Germany. This impressive figure, dressed in the black uniform, must have absolutely taken your breath away, and yet he talked to you about the Bible and made that amazing statement, “There is no Moses to save you this time”.

Al: I was just a kid of nine and, of course, I was terrified. I was frightened out of my wits when he came into that train compartment. I lived in Cologne and I was travelling across Germany to Poland and had stopped off in Berlin. In Berlin I had some well-to-do relations and they had decided to put me into this first class compartment, but unknown to me, Jews were not permitted to be there. I had the compartment to myself until the train stopped some twenty-five miles outside of Berlin and that was when this SS colonel appeared. So I sat there, petrified, expecting to be arrested, but he was charming He loosened his jacket and took off all of his imposing paraphernalia – the cap with the skull emblem on it, the black leather belt, the gun, the dagger, the leather gloves, the monocle and the big black leather boots.  He made himself comfortable and told me to sit comfortably and not to be afraid of him. So, in a sense, he became an ordinary guy for me. He talked to me about God and the Jews, quoting extensively from the Old Testament. He warned me that the Holocaust was coming and advised me to escape westwards not eastwards which, of course, is what I eventually did.

David: You said that you felt that the SS colonel was Sai Baba, that he manifested as that colonel to warn you, in fact, to save your life. Are you really sure of that?

Al: It is very clear to me now that the colonel was Swami. He simply didn’t fit the SS character at all. There was no way that man would have taken the chance in Nazi Germany at that time of saying the things that he said to me, even if he felt that way.

David: The SS colonel came out with this amazing statement “There is no Moses to save you this time. You will have to be your own Messiah.” What do you think that Swami meant when he said that? How do you view that message in the light of what eventually happened to the Jews? What would be the purpose of the Jews being subject to the Holocaust? Was it to prove to them that there is no Messiah?

Al: I wish I even had the beginning of some answers for that. I have no idea, David. But two world wars in two successive generations, which destroyed or uprooted hundreds of millions of people, and then the development of atomic and hydrogen weapons that promised to snuff out all of civilisation, and God knows what other insane weapons of death are in the offing to destroy Mankind, only proves what madness has come upon us in this Kali Yuga, and how absolutely vital it was in this time of darkness for the Avatar to come and rescue Mankind from itself. The genocide of the Jews is just an outward symptom of the genocidal feelings of hatred and mayhem inside all of us. Swami has come to correct that. As for the Messiah, I once had the chance to ask Swami whether he was the Messiah for which we had long been waiting. He answered “Not one Messiah. You are all Messiahs. You have the power to save yourself and to save others also.” In other words, he will drive the chariot, he will direct us from within, but it is our job to save ourselves and we have been given the full power of God to transform the internal enemies of greed, hatred and jealousy, etc. which are polluting our hearts into the divine love that is Swami. For me, personally, Swami gave me the chance to clear up most of my haunting memories of Nazi Germany. It relates to the first time I had to leave India very unexpectedly.  Let me tell you the story.

In 1981, after I had made some fifteen or so trips to Sai Baba, he directed me to come and live at Prashanti Nilayam. So I went back to America and gave up everything. I sold or gave away all of my possessions and I was back at the ashram within a couple of months. At his direction I was to give up my U.S. citizenship and become an Indian citizen. My life in America was to be finished! So I started the process of Indian naturalisation and I arranged that I would become an Indian citizen on my 60th birthday, because that is a particularly auspicious day. I planned to go to Bangalore that day to be sworn in and also, a few days later, to deliver a paper at a conference of the heads of all the Indian universities on the Awareness Programme, six courses unique to Swami’s University, which covered the whole range of human knowledge – the humanities, the sciences, the arts, and the spiritual and religious history of the world – which all undergraduate students were required to take. I had had a hand in formulating the programme. Now at that time Swami was in Whitefield.

So that morning I was sitting in my room, working on my presentation, when a policeman knocked on the door and informed me that I was under arrest! Well, you call imagine the shock and disbelief that I felt. It seems that they had decided that I was a CIA agent and would pose a threat to the country if I became a citizen. The policeman had orders to take me to Anantapur. I insisted that I had to go and see Swami first. Well, amazingly, I got to see him. It’s a wonderful story and I cannot tell it all now, but I got to see Swami and he told me, despite my fervent objections, that, yes, I was CIA, and it would be best if I left the country! Then he explained that CIA really meant Constant Integrated Awareness, and that I should call the headman in Anantapur. I called this officer and to my astonishment he directly answered the phone, which is most remarkable in India. When I told him that Bhagavan had advised me to leave India, he gave me eight hours in which to leave the country.

Now this is the day, my 60th birthday, on which I am supposed to become an Indian citizen and give up my U.S. citizenship and, in a moment, my life was totally turned around! I didn’t have any money, I didn’t have a ticket, I didn’t have an exit visa yet, somehow, Swami miraculously arranged for all of that and I ended up by flying to Germany, of all places. That was as far as I could go at that time with the funds that I had available. I stayed with some German Sai friends that I had met at the ashram. Now the husband was in the Wehrmacht, the German army, during the war and his wife was a leader of the girls’ side of the Hitler Youth movement. We spent an intense month together discussing the war and clearing out all our old karma. It was totally finished for us and we became very close friends. We put the whole war experience to rest.  In my talk yesterday I referred to the pure light that shines in the eyes of the children in Swami’s schools and I have a clear sense that many of these kids are the reincarnated souls of the beings that died in the gas ovens of Auchwitz, and that they are now with Baba and so have forgiven all that was done to them in the past!  I am really clear in my own mind that even if Adolf Hitler were sitting here in front of me now I would forgive him and see only the wholeness and the completeness and the perfection of his being, and not dwell on the horror of what he, in his madness, perpetrated on the world.

David: How long did it take you to recognise Sai Baba’s divinity. My path was a very slow one, requiring many visits, with much doubting and testing.  How was it for you?

An interview with Al Drucker – A Divine Journey Of Faith, Wisdom, And Sai Grace

An interview with Al Drucker is a deeply meaningful spiritual subject that opens the heart to devotion, transformation, and the guidance of Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. A true interview is not only a conversation between two people. It becomes valuable when it reveals inner experiences, spiritual lessons, and the power of divine grace in human life. Through such reflections, devotees receive inspiration to strengthen faith and live with greater love.

Al Drucker is remembered by many Sai devotees as a sincere seeker who came close to Swami’s teachings and shared deep spiritual insights. His journey reflects the search of a soul longing for truth beyond ordinary worldly achievements. Many people live only for success, comfort, and recognition, but a sincere seeker feels that something deeper is needed. This inner calling leads one toward God, self-inquiry, and surrender.

An interview with Al Drucker can help devotees understand that spirituality is not limited to belief alone. It is a path of experience, discipline, and inner change. Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba always taught that the divine is present within every heart. To realize this truth, a person must purify thoughts, control desires, serve others, and live with love. Without transformation, spiritual knowledge remains incomplete.

The life of a seeker often begins with questions. Who am I? What is the purpose of life? Why do human beings suffer? Where can lasting peace be found? These questions are not signs of weakness; they are signs of awakening. When a person begins to look beyond the temporary world, the spiritual journey begins. Swami’s teachings gave clear direction to such seekers by pointing them toward the Atma, the eternal Self within.

An interview with Al Drucker also reminds us of the importance of direct experience in spiritual life. Reading books and listening to talks can guide the mind, but personal practice changes the heart. Prayer, meditation, selfless service, and constant remembrance of God help a devotee move from theory to realization. A true seeker does not only admire spiritual truth; he tries to live it every day.

Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba’s message was simple, universal, and practical. He taught people to love all and serve all. He reminded humanity that all religions lead to the same divine truth when followed with sincerity. This message is very important in today’s world, where people often create divisions based on religion, language, caste, and nationality. Swami’s vision was unity, not separation.

An interview with Al Drucker may inspire readers to reflect on surrender. Surrender does not mean becoming helpless or inactive. It means trusting the Divine completely while doing one’s duty sincerely. A surrendered heart accepts life with faith, even when situations are difficult. It does not demand that everything happen according to personal desire. Instead, it prays, serves, learns, and continues walking with patience.

Spiritual transformation often happens quietly. The ego becomes softer, the mind becomes calmer, and the heart becomes more compassionate. A person who once lived mainly for himself begins to think about the welfare of others. This change is one of the greatest miracles of divine contact. Swami did not want devotees to become followers in name only; He wanted them to become living examples of love, truth, and service.

An interview with Al Drucker also teaches that faith must be tested in life. It is easy to speak about devotion when everything is comfortable. Real faith is shown during uncertainty, delay, illness, loss, or disappointment. In difficult moments, the devotee must remember that divine grace may work silently. What appears as a problem today may become a lesson tomorrow. What feels like delay may actually be protection.

The mind is often the greatest obstacle on the spiritual path. It creates doubts, fears, desires, and restlessness. Swami’s teachings guide seekers to master the mind through discipline and purity. When thoughts are controlled and actions are offered to God, the mind gradually becomes peaceful. A peaceful mind can recognize divine guidance more clearly.

An interview with Al Drucker can also highlight the beauty of Sai Baba’s personal guidance. Devotees often felt that Swami knew their thoughts, struggles, and spiritual needs even without being told. His words could comfort, correct, encourage, or awaken a person at the right moment. Such guidance was not ordinary human advice; it carried the power of divine insight and compassion.

Service is another important part of spiritual growth. A seeker cannot remain only in meditation and personal peace while ignoring the suffering of others. Swami taught that service to man is service to God. When we feed the hungry, help the weak, guide the confused, or comfort the sorrowful, we are worshipping the Divine present in all beings. Service removes selfishness and expands the heart.

An interview with Al Drucker finally reminds us that the true goal of life is self-realization. Man is not merely the body, mind, name, or profession. The real Self is divine, pure, and eternal. To know this truth is the highest wisdom. Swami’s mission was to awaken humanity to this inner reality and help people live with love, peace, and righteousness.

In the end, spiritual conversations become sacred when they lead us toward better living. They should not remain only as inspiring words. They must encourage us to speak kindly, think purely, serve selflessly, and remember God sincerely. When the heart changes, life changes. An interview with Al Drucker becomes a doorway to deeper faith, inner reflection, and a more devoted life at the lotus feet of Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba.

An Amazing Personal Transformation… From Me to ‘Myself’