The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You…
25th March 2011, the Divine Chariot cruised along on a carpet of adoration that distinctly flowed from every heart that had gathered in Sai Kulwant Hall that evening, for a glimpse of God. All necks craned to view this most adored form. Awe, exultation and deep reverence did exude forth embracing the ever loving and living God. This exhibition of ‘The Beauty Beyond Compare’ is chronicled as ‘The Ultimate Darshan – Thus Far”. Commemorating the momentous moment that has no parallel, as one more 25th March approaches, Sri Jullie Chaudhuri takes her devotional imagination recapitulating the ‘The Incomparable Beauty Of The Beauty Beyond Compare.
Friday, 25th March 2011.
7.15 pm.
As the Lord’s Divine Chariot was gently manoeuvred through the hushed spellbound host of devotees…none were aware as regards the heartrending sequence of events that the Beloved One had decided to determine determinedly. Certainly this crucial decision would have a stunning impact and lead to shattering tremors…heartrending for those who adored Him to the exclusion of all else.
No one in that congregation or those tuning in from elsewhere the globe over, had even a tiny, wee bit inkling, not even an iota of an iota of an inkling that this was to be the last public darshan hitherto. None were given a peek into the script of the Supreme Script Writer and Director…for His Cosmic Leela was and is based on the shimmering waves of trust, faith, patience and surrender…and those who yearned to be a part of it needed to sift, wrench and pull apart any lacklustre, un-required, unnecessary, ‘excess-baggage’ habits, characteristics, biases and attitude.
What He ultimately chose to inflict upon His Divine Frame…
…for the ultimate benefit and upliftment of the human race…
…is completely beyond any mortal mind to understand…
…or even try to appreciate, gauge, interpret or unravel,
For sure,
…even if one tries to do so…it will remain as mere conjecture.
Of the Universe He is the Cause…He dictates the Decrees and the Codes of the Cosmos…and the Flawless One is beyond any laws…thus, there is none in the created world to decipher His Pause. Sovereign, Indomitable, Almighty is His Resolve and Will.
Still, not getting darshans of the enchanting Physical Form always remains an inexplicable tug, a gnawing unignorable soreness…an incalculable loss that nothing or no one can recompense…which even time does respect…feeling helpless it cannot help heal…it then attempts to help us deal…depending upon our prayerful implore…bringing along many a sweet caress of the Precious One’s omnipresent largesse…opening up episodes, events that wondrously connects and bequeaths an everlasting endorse.
When we begin to see Bhagawan in everything around us…the visible, the invisible; the sentient, the insentient…when we bless ourselves to feel Him in that soothing wisp of the breeze…or the playful whisper of rustling leaves upon the trees; the dazzling sun rays or the reflection of playful moonbeams upon the ocean waves; the tinkle of some far off temple bells or the mystical sea sound in conch shells; in that wonderful dawn, the soft hues of a sunrise or the spectacular sunsets where each one is a distinct surprise; in those that doubt or those devout; those versatile or those that never smile…in the vulnerable cry of a newborn whether in the humankind or the wild…when awareness arises that in every being…winged, finned, two legged or four…it is Mother Sai Who revels at each one’s core…we commence to manifest the ‘You inside of you…the Me inside of me…the Us inside of us…the Sai beyond the i…’ and thus we comprehend that darshans never end…
It is that moment now…to rise, arise…to the You within…the Truth within…for the You inside of you is brimming and waiting…for you…to then spill into everything around you.
Come, dear ones…sweet children of Mother Sai…through the intensification of ‘Samastha Lokaah Sukhino Bhavantu…Samastha Jeeva Sukhino Bhavantu…’…through the review and the re-evaluated view of harmonious kindred oneness, let us expressly manifest darshans anew…surge on…soar high with Beloved Sai…revel in a timeless avenue…eternally in a sublime rendezvous. Let us manifest that miracle…let us manifest darshans anew.
II Samastha Lokah Sukhino Bhavantu II
The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You – A Journey to the Real Self
The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You is a deeply reflective thought that invites every person to look beyond the outer personality and discover the quiet truth hidden within. Most people spend their lives responding to the world outside. They work, speak, compete, worry, compare, and try to become what others expect. Yet deep inside, there is a purer self waiting to be recognized.
This inner self is not noisy. It does not seek attention, praise, or approval. It does not measure life by position, wealth, beauty, or popularity. It remains calm, patient, and truthful. The world may know our name, face, work, and habits, but the real self is known only when the mind becomes silent and the heart becomes honest.
The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You means that your highest nature is not lost; it is only covered. Anger, fear, ego, jealousy, regret, and desire may hide it for some time, but they cannot destroy it. Just as clouds may cover the sun but cannot remove its light, the weaknesses of the mind may cover the inner self but cannot erase its purity.
Many people feel incomplete because they search for themselves in the wrong places. They look for identity in success, relationships, possessions, and other people’s opinions. These things may bring temporary happiness, but they keep changing. When approval comes, the mind feels high. When criticism comes, it feels low. The inner self, however, does not depend on such changes.
The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You is also a call to stop running away from silence. Silence can feel uncomfortable because it shows us what we usually avoid: our fears, mistakes, wounds, and hidden longings. But silence is not an enemy. It is a mirror. It helps us see where we are restless and where we need healing. In that honest seeing, growth begins.
The real self speaks through conscience. Before we do something wrong, it gently warns us. After we hurt someone, it makes the heart uneasy. When we help, forgive, or speak truth, it fills us with peace. This inner guidance is precious. If we ignore it repeatedly, the mind becomes dull. If we respect it, the path becomes clearer.
The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You reminds us that transformation does not always require dramatic change outside. Sometimes the deepest change happens quietly within. A person may live in the same home, do the same work, and meet the same people, yet feel completely different because his attitude has changed. When the heart becomes humble, ordinary life becomes sacred.
To meet the real self, we must reduce ego. Ego always wants to be right, praised, remembered, and placed above others. It creates unnecessary conflict and suffering. The inner self does not need to prove itself loudly. It rests in truth. It knows that kindness is stronger than pride and peace is greater than victory in argument.
Spiritual practice helps uncover this hidden self. Prayer, meditation, selfless service, gratitude, and honest reflection slowly remove the layers of restlessness. These practices are not meant to make us appear spiritual before others. They are meant to make us sincere within ourselves. A clean heart is the doorway to inner discovery.
The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You also teaches self-acceptance. Many people carry guilt for past mistakes or pain from old failures. But the inner self does not ask us to remain trapped in regret. It asks us to learn, correct, forgive, and rise again. Every sincere effort to become better is valuable. No one becomes pure in one day, but every step toward truth matters.
This thought also changes how we treat others. When we recognize that there is a deeper self within us, we begin to understand that others also carry hidden struggles and hidden goodness. We become less quick to judge and more willing to understand. Compassion grows when we realize that every person is on an inner journey.
The world often teaches people to become louder, faster, and more successful outside. But the soul quietly asks for something different: peace, love, truth, and connection with the Divine. If we never listen within, life may look full but feel empty. If we begin listening, even simple moments become meaningful.
In the end, The You Inside Of You Is Waiting For You is a reminder that the greatest discovery is not somewhere far away. It is within your own heart. The real self is waiting beneath fear, beyond ego, and behind the noise of the mind. When you choose silence, truth, love, and selfless action, you begin to meet that inner self. Then life becomes not a search for approval, but a peaceful journey toward your own divine nature.
Samastha Lokah Sukhino Bhavantu…