The Terrible Kaali, The Benign Mother
The Terrible Kaali, The Benign Mother By Sri Swami Chidananda Since the past four days, we have been conducting the worship of Mother; theDivine Mother in Her threefold aspect–of Durga, Lakshmi and Saraswati–is nowbeing adored. Here we have a curious and significant fact which has come in fora lot of criticism by Westerners especially and such of those Indians themselveswho air Western views. It is the fact that as Durga we worship the Mother in avery fearful aspect. This has evoked a lot of surprise in the Western mind thateven highly cultured, educated and refined Hindus should persist in worshippinga God in fearful form, black in colour, with lolling red tongue, holding asevered human head dripping with blood in one hand and a fearful Khadga (sword)in another hand. Many misunderstand this worship and think it is an outmoded relic of somebygone savage practice. But, we still continue to worship this Mother. Is thissavagery? Is this a superstition which, in spite of culture, education andenlightenment, the average Hindu is unable to shake off? If it were so, how isit that the Hindu is still able to worship this terrible form with love when itwould seem that such a fearful aspect as Kaali or Durga could evoke but oneunmistakable emotion in man, viz., that of fear? Yet, we have a strangephenomenon of people literally melting in love. To understand the meaning of this strange phenomenon, we have to dive alittle deeper and go beyond the mere form of the Mother as Durga and try to findout the meaning behind the worship of this apparently terrible being. Themeaning is this. Destruction Precedes Construction We find that if anything constructive has to be done, it always necessitatessome variety of initial destruction; some preliminary breaking up is inevitablein the process. We find if a new thing has to be given birth to, if some newthing has to come into being, there is a corresponding destruction of somethingthat went before it, a pain and a suffering somewhere before the new being cancome about. If, for instance, the field is to be filled with life-giving corn, to keeplife, the sharp plough is plunged ruthlessly into the bosom of the virgin soiland it is inflicted with deep furrows; the soil is ruthlessly smashed and brokenup so that the vital seed might be sown and it might later grow into rich corn.Still further, if this seed that is sown is to spring up into plant and yieldmany more seeds, the seed has to die; it has to destroy itself, and burstingforth into its self-welcomed destruction, it gives place to the plant. From itsdestruction of its own seed-form the plant is constructed. If the seed persistedin remaining a seed, then no plant would come forward! Thus the phenomenon of destruction necessarily preceding a new birth is foundin every aspect of human life upon this earth. Similarly in the realm of thespirit, when the seeker has set himself to rise into the transcendental state ofPari-poornata, fullness, perfection, bliss, eternal life, and infinite peace,light and joy; when he starts upon this process, he finds that he is bound downby many things which do not allow him to rise up to that desired state ofspiritual felicity and bliss. Numerous elements of his old human self, manyundesirable factors of the lower aspect of this human self, which is known bythe name of Papapurusha or the Pashu, according to the Shakta (worshippers ofDivine Mother) parlance,–these factors hold him down, bound to ignorance,darkness, delusion and unatmic (not pertained to the Self) tendencies. Price of Bliss Here, he is confronted with this question, namely how ardently does he aspirefor the real life. Does he really want the bliss of the spiritual consciousness?Is he really sincere and deeply earnest in his desire to attain to the DivineLife or the Divine Consciousness? If so, what is the price he is willing to payfor it? For, upon his answer to this question depends whether the seeker is fitto worship the Mother or not. For, the Mother in Her aspect as Para Vidya,Supreme Atma-Jnana, as Aparoksha Anubhuti, as Saraswati, has to be approachedthrough Her aspect as Mahalakshmi. For, if an aspirant should really andearnestly desire to attain to Supreme Peace and Bliss, then he must beresolutely prepared to do the preliminary breaking process that is absolutelyessential before he can be free to rise up from the old personality and soarinto the empyrean realm of the spiritual consciousness full of bliss and peace.If his earnestness makes him ready to die to his lower self, then alone can hebe said to be a worshipper of Kali, Kali the fearful. But, fearful to whom?Destructive to whom? She wields Her sword and Her terrible form in order todestroy that which stands as an obstacle to our attainment of spiritual bliss.She is terrible to all that is lower in us, all that is evil and impure in us,all that is unspiritual in us, all that is base and animal in us and thesefactors that are in the individual are representatives in the microcosm offorces that are present in the infinite scale in the cosmic existence. Hereagain the individual finds that he cannot fight and overcome these enemiesthrough his own puny individual efforts. Therefore, comes the necessity and the meaning of Mother-worship. He invokesthat aspect of this Supreme Divine Power that might be capable of doing thisprocess of Pashu-Vadha (destroying the animal nature) in his own individualcase. Therefore he turns to the Mother and lovingly addresses Her “OhMother! Come to me as the terrible; come to me with your fearful sword; come tome as a destructive power, in thy fearsome aspect, which will be capable ofdestroying in me that which is unspiritual, that which is of the animal, baseand unatmic”. He welcomes the terrible so that She may release him from theclutches of the evil and the impure that is in him, the Papa-Purusha that is inhim. The first three days of the worship of the Divine Mother as Mahakaali orDurga is actually the voluntary invitation
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